2002
Dark circles around my eyes My hair in such a mess Depressions got me once more Sleep all day Start to eat less, Suicide enters my mind And stays to rent a space Everything seems impossible Impossible in this place, I feel I'm in the way I feel I should just die I feel I need help I feel I'm gonna cry, How should I die today? Is the question I ask Should I use a gun or pills? Is it really such a task? Just do it My head yells and screams with all distress Just screw it My head yells, end this awful mess Get the kitchen knife And cut your own two wrist Dangle a rope And tie it in a twist Hang it from the ceiling And place your neck and then You'll start to kick again and again Finally a dark cloud will appear Not the cute and healthy one you hear But the one that lets you know you've gone away The one who lets you know you've gone today If I don't die Then dead I'll be Inside myself For all eternity For depression is a bitch Which there is no escape No time to switch Into someone else Even though you try Can't get rid of it Can't say goodbye She's got you by the hair And by your feet too She's got you by the arms And this is all so true Empty feeling inside Hollowed out chest How can I love myself? If I'm not the best at anything I do or anything I say Could it be true? Am I useless in everyway? Please let me go Don't touch me please Give me my space So that I can breath Push me too hard And deeper I'll fall Force me to love you And I'll curl up into a ball For alone I am in this war of mine Let me go, I think it's time...
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